'We lost our angel': Kyla suffers another miscarriage

 

 

 

 

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A post shared by KYLA (@kylaalvarez) on Aug 17, 2018 at 5:00am PDT

MANILA -- "Last week, we lost our angel. Again. For the second time."

Singer Kyla poured her heart out in an Instagram post on Friday as she revealed that she suffered another miscarriage.

"My heart was breaking as I was being brought to the delivery room. I was not going to have a baby. I was having a miscarriage again. I felt like i was given the most beautiful gift and then taken back from me so fast," said Kyla, who is one of the judges of "Tawag ng Tanghalan."

"It’s hard to keep my emotions intact... Grief is not a once and done process. You don’t cry for a week, or a month, or a year, and then move on. It’s hard. You don’t get it out of your system. I will always wonder about the birthdays that we will never get to celebrate. It was supposed to be September and May," she added.

While it has been a difficult year for her and her family, Kyla said she will try her best to "remain hopeful," believing that "everything happens for a reason."

"Through all the pain and trying experiences, I know something wonderful will happen. I'll be back soon," she said.

 

 

 

 

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Hi! This is something that i’m not comfortable talking about. But i want to say this for everyone who has been asking where i’ve been the last couple of weeks. This August, I was so happy and excited. I thought i was gonna be a mom again! We wanted to keep it a secret until the 1st trimester is over. And then we’ll share the happy news to everyone. It was a sensitive pregnancy that i had to leave work for a while; take a bedrest, as advised by our doctor. That’s why i haven’t been on tv and i had to forego some of the events where i had to sing, and shows including ASAP in Australia. ASAP, Tawag Ng Tanghalan, and Cornerstone have been very good to me and i really appreciate and thank them for being so understanding. And Angeline, who was very kind and stepped in for me for Himig Handog. I felt bad for a while because i was missing so much work. But at the same time i was so happy and excited especially after seeing our baby’s heartbeat. Last week, we lost our angel. Again. For the second time. My heart was breaking as i was being brought to the delivery room. I was not going to have a baby. I was having a miscarriage again. I felt like i was given the most beautiful gift and then taken back from me so fast. It’s hard to keep my emotions intact. I cry at the stupidest things. Today was that lotion. I asked my husband to buy for stretch marks and he went hoarding a bunch for me at Rustan’s. I cry everytime i see it. Or the maternity clothes i ordered online that was delivered at home. Or when i see Toby’s baby clothes that i brought out to be washed again. Or whenever Toby would ask where his sibling went. It’s heartbreaking. Grief is not a once and done process. You don’t cry for a week, or a month, or a year and then move on. It’s hard. You don’t get it out of your system. I will always wonder about the birthdays that we will never get to celebrate. It was supposed to be September and May. This year has been very difficult for me and my family. But i will remain hopeful. I know everything happens for a reason. And through all the pain and trying experiences, i know something wonderful will happen. I’ll be back soon. Thank you. See you!

A post shared by KYLA (@kylaalvarez) on Nov 8, 2018 at 5:15pm PST

Last April, Kyla broke down as she revealed that she had a miscarriage.

The singer is married to Rich Alvarez. They have a son named Toby.